Hey all,I'm so happy to have join such a great blogging team!

Jay rules!!

OK,so I'm gonna blog here as often as possible.whenever I have something on my mind I will write it here...

Well right now on my mind it's all jumbled up,I feel very unsteady?I think thats the right word to use...Last week I was cleaning out my bookshelf seeing what I can pack and what can go in the trash [I'm moving overseas soon] and I found my very old diary of when I was 12,in high school!I couldn't stop laughing when I was reading it....But it brought back some good times,and some times I wish I didn't remember...

Lately before I sleep I listen to Jay's song "Qing Hua Ci" [one of my favourites right now] and it just puts me in a happy place then I can relax and sleep...I've noticed since I have known of Jay whenever I am depressed,confused or whatever the emotion I hide behind Jay's music.Like last year when my ex boyfriend broke up with me I hid behind Jay's much...It was like a safety cushion for my broken heart...I kinda like the feeling though,cause it shows how great Jay is and how much he means to me...I just wish one day God will answer my prayers and I can see him live/meet him in person...

Anways I'm gonna go now,so so tired PLUS I'm super hungry!

Bye everyone [/waves]