First up, thanks Jazzumz jie for inviting me to join this blog~ Really appreciate it, hopefully get to revive my love for Jay la.

i'm actually supposed to be sleeping. it's 3am in the morning, for cryin' out loud.

Looking for an O2 actually. An exec or a life.. Found someone selling what he claims is an Exec but the pictures he posted up are Life, which is quite ridiculous, so my friend thinks that he might have found it.

That means i'll be in cahoots with him if i buy it!

Bah. Why is everyone trying to rip me off my moneyyy? *whines sadly to Jay*

Honestly, i started to like Jay since i was 14, i think. I was in Form 3 (2004) then, and my first boyfriend then said he looked like Jay Chou so that's pretty much how i got into this thing. So i managed to save up the required RM44.90 for Jay's Qi Li Xiang CD, ALL BY MYSELF. Thinking back about that, i really couldn't save as a child, so saving up that RM45 was really an achievement for me.

I remember my parents freaked out when i said i bought an original CD.

I listened and listened until my life was a Hidup Jay Chou advertisement. You know, Makan Jay, Tidur Jay, Mandi Jay, Minum Jay. Seeing his face, hearing even a small snippet of his voice used to get me on highs and i would then proceed to bounce around the entire day. i remember getting high when there were those MYfm's or 988's short advertisement about themselves of Jay saying "This is XXfm. Wo shi Zhou Jie Lun".

Those were the days.

After i graduated from secondary school, i got into Japanese music. So i didnt really pay much attention to Jay even till now.

The funny thing is, when i was angry at my then-boyfriend [whom i was serious with] in February, he made it up to me by lying so that my Saturday would be booked and surprised me with Jay's concert tickets.

I was really happy then, although the previously proclaimed undying love for Jay was somewhat been dampened, yet i really enjoyed that concert to the extent of going to borrow my colleague's Kungfu Dunk DVD.

Think i'll soon find back that guy i once loved so much.

The odd thing is, why are two of the important boys in my life both somehow related to Jay Chou?

Why?